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Believe


To believe is to be strong. Doubt cramps energy and will.
Belief is some sort of a power. You feel strong, full of confidence when you believe.





Whether you believe or disbelieve, 
it's a damn wicked thing to take away a man's hope.




Running with the Believers

Criticism

Most of the time people criticise without understanding.
People only seek to address their own personal feelings, without thinking carefully about the other side.

That is a SELFISH thinking and totally not fair.



Criticism must come with good points along with good understanding of the situation.

Injured

Bruises, swells, burns, sprains and wounds.

How long will it take for those injuries to heal?
Days or weeks, worst can be months.


But psychologically injured?
Nobody know...Depending to the extend of the injury severity and mental strength.


There were sometimes when physical injury is the easiest way to get over.

si gadis dan gambarnya



The rarest thing in the world is a woman who is pleased with photographs of herself.






"alaa...kite npk gemok la dlm gamba ni"
"eiii, nape kite senyum cmtu, burok!"
"menci la gamba ni, kite npk mcm makcik"
"ish..lenkali amik gamba belah kanan muka baru cantik"
"tebalnye mekap kite, npk mcm drag queen!"
"xsuke npk gigi!"
"kite npk garang la, kite nk npk ayu"

Girls, you all are beautiful as an angel to me. Don't worry about your look in the picture, they are just fine.


Be a good person with great personality and smile, then you will have no qualms about your pictures.

(but seriously, even I still doubt about what I said! girls will be girls la kan)

Mari kita lihat siapa yang kena!


Baru2 ni ada bersembang dengan cikgu Pak Man (a collegian) di fb. Pak Man banyak bagi info2 yang menarik dan of kos ada nasihat darinya. 


Sebelum itu, cuba kaji dulu graf yg dipamerkan. Graf tersebut adalah berdasarkan kajian mendalam yang super teliti dan mengambil masa bertahun2 utk disiapkan. 
But then of course la 'Based on a true story.'





Menarik kan graf tu. Not even close to 51% of chances utk seorg lelaki menang argument dengan perempuan, 50-50! Yang tu pun masa tengah hangat berapi bercinta, zaman dating2 i lap u, u lap me, u jump i jump la. Tapi still chances utk lelaki menang terlalu tipis..tipisssssssssss beb!


Lepas tu period tunang dan kawin lagi la jangan cakap. Zaman tunang dan kawin adalah prime time utk perempuan. Women control the world, and we as men it's better just nod your head to them. heh...'Godlike' la, tak pun 'Owning' macam game dota.


Tapi ini adalah nasihat Pak Man kepada saya;
"...rahsia sebenar perhubungan yang berpanjangan ialah kesabaran lelaki... Don't get into any arguments.. It is just not worth it..."


Tapi saya pulak kata macam ni;
Ada betul jugak cakap Pak Man. Bagi saya in the end, it takes a woman and a man to make love works. Masing-masing ada kelemahan sendiri. 
Bak kata The Beatles; 'all we need is love'


p/s: post ini bukan bertujuan utk merendahkan kaum wanita dan juga lelaki. 
yang pasti saya juga bukan anti wanita. PEACE!


Prejudis

Never you should be prejudice with your friends without any concrete reason.


Never you should be making non-sense assumptions about your friends.


Never you should be treating your friends badly.


Never you should be having change of heart out of a sudden.




And never ever look at me with that prejudice attitude. 
Because you don't know how much I care for you my dear friends.


When the whinger whinging

What is going on with all these whining things?

Life is hard. Life sucks. bla bla bla bla bla bla

Life can never been easy when all you can do is just keep on whining. What do you expect? a perfect life without problems? things to be easy on you forever? After all that is life, life will be super numb boring without the dramas, not challenging and no adventure at all. However, mourning and whining all the time is just too much and pathetic guys.

Come on people, wake up! This is reality, not a dream, not a fucking cindarella fairy tale and obviously not a happily ever after story. What are you having right now is just only a small fraction of misery. Sooner or later there will be more misery, more despair, and the hardest are yet to come.
Misery, challenges, they make us change, mature. Stronger or weaker; it depends on how you take the blows. Make yourself well prepared for the future, seriously we all need to. So rather than we all whining, why don't we get up and try change things for better?


"Losers always give tons of excuses why they don't tackle, but Winners don't. 
Winners tackle and they win"
Cikgu Noor Azman Zainol - A Teacher, A Great Coach & A Friend

Kita diberikan hadiah dalam bentuk jasad, roh, hati dan akal. Alangkah bodoh dan ruginya kalau Anugerah terindah itu kita tidak gunakan dengan sebaik-baiknya.

aidiladha

Aidiladha,


Aku mohon maaf kerna tidak dapat menyambut kedatanganmu seperti mana meriahnya kedatangan Aidilfitri.


Bukan maksud aku untuk melupakanmu.
Bukan juga maksud aku untuk menidakkan kehadiranmu.
Aku mempunyai sebab tersendiri dan hanya Yang Maha Esa lebih mengetahui.


Akan tetapi aku tetap terpesona dengan kewujudanmu seperti mana indahnya pengorbanan agung Nabi Ibrahim.





Maaf Aidiladha, 
Salam Aidiladha untuk semua...

Berkorban apa saja


"Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.”

Pernah dengar quote mcm ni? macam cool je kan.
takpun dalam citer drama melayu banyak tunjuk.
Pernah alami situati mcm tu? saya pernah, semua pernah kan
Sakit? beyond your imagination.

Mcm mana nak deal dgn situasi mcm tu?

"Suffering becomes beautiful when anyone bears great calamities with cheerfulness, not through insensibility but through greatness of mind.”

Tiba masanya nanti, akal mesti mengatasi emosi.

Across the night

As Daniel Johns once sang ;
" I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone."


Me, not a Daniel Johns. Don't want to be lonely and don't want to be alone. No despair, no emptiness and no negative feelings.

Love? that will come sooner or later...I have everybody that I needed around me. I love all of them. I'm grateful.


When Mr. Bob Marley 'sings'

"Who are you to judge the Life that I Live? 
I know that I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. 
But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean."
~Bob Marley~


STOP making any assumptions as you don't know the real truth and it seems that you don't even care to ask.
(fyi, I never judge you bad)


Not a wise move and It hurts

Positif = Penat

Semalam on da fon dgn saudara posot 
Banyak ckp psl isu2 kehidupan dan ragam manusia.
Posot ada ckp satu benda yang mmg selama ni kita xsedar secara xlangsung.




"Untuk terus kekal mempunyai positive thinking dan attitude yg betul adalah amat memenatkan. Tambah2 lg bila ada masalah. Silap2 blh jadi gila." 
Posot


Mcm mana skali penat pun, ia amat berbaloi. Saya yakin.
Saya harap saya xkan jd gila.

nak dukung!

anak buah ~ yea yea! Uncle Zul datang. Uncle Zul, Uncle Zul...nak men dukung2, pastu 
                   nk wrestling kuat2. 


saya         ~ alaa, Uncle Zul penat la. esok2 la kita main. Uncle Zul belanja cekelat eh.


anak buah ~ alaaa...(dengan muka masam monyok) cekelat xmau. boleh la, boleh 
                   laaaa Uncle Zul kami nak main!


saya         ~ heh...jom2. Uncle Zul dukung sorang2 dulu nanti patah tangan ha dukung 
                   ramai2. wrestling jgn hempuk kuat2 tau.


anak buah ~ yea yea!!! pas dukung nk wrestling pastu nk Uncle Zul jd kuda lak!


saya         ~ iyeee...heh. 


anak2 buah saya adalah periang hati saya. Being sad, having problems, I turn to them to find pure happiness.
Sebab apa? Kerana mereka adalah suci. Mereka tidak benci saya tanpa sebab, hanya ada sayang.


Can you beat the feelings? I bet hell no. 

LoveHate

" It is better to be hated for what you are 
than to be loved for what you are not. "




André Paul Guillaume Gide
1947 Nobel Laureate in Literature


For his comprehensive and artistically significant writings, in which human problems and conditions have been presented with a fearless love of truth and keen psychological insight.


his book The Immoralist - my inspiration

Perfect moment

Suddenly had this moment of clarity...
We can't choose our memories. The worst and the best ones just happen. So what's the point of trying to create a perfect moment, when the perfect moment will come sooner or later?
Does that means living the life by its flow with no effort?


Somehow we do have the right, the power to change our fate, to change our life. Memories do happen just like that, but we can try the least by creating something good for us to hold on to this life, for us to cheer up.




Be it a  good or bad memory, it's your choice

Lost

“Time goes by and we were meant to lose people. Or else how would we know how important they are to us?”




I lost many people that I loved through death, but I also lost some of them by my own mistakes. And now I just keep on losing them.

Korea - blessing in disguise?

Coming to Korea was the biggest decision I ever made in my life until now

Full of colours, drama and life


Now, I'm certain. Foolish enough to call it that I have my 'family' here after a while

Full of Lovers and Haters




1 year 8 days...and still counting

There is always a Way

There is always a way,
when things look like there's no way,
there's always a way.

To do things possible, to survive the unsurviveable,
there's always a way.

We, you and me we have something in common,
we inspired for certain things.
To face the impossible,
we inspired.

Today, if things look bad for you, if life is becoming hard and cruel on you, if you become frightened...
instead, become inspired.




I got inspired by nature's gift

Dream Fall of mine

Location : Namiseom (Nami Island, South Korea)

Friends : Haaziq, Munir, Afizi, Lid, Ganu, Rangga & Fahmi




Skip lab and class on dat Friday, but the trip was great and worth it.










Your expression is far more beautiful than your appearance when you put your soul blend in with the beautiful nature; a gift from Allah SWT.


Next trip jom!

Who are we?

Lately have been wondering who are we to you. Just a bunch of people that means nothing to you?


We have been through the so-called "terlepas pandang or not important" situation over and over again and most of the time it hurts. You put us aside like we do not exist.
At least, we deserved to be treated the same as the others. 







My patience level is running low...

"Sleepless in Inha"



I have been wondering why for the past 2 months I hardly get an enough sleep




arghhhh...in dire need of a really good longgggggggggggg sleep


Rumah PERTAMA kita - Rahim ibu


9 bulan di dalam rahim umi, mama, ibu, atau emak kita adalah saat2 awal bermulanya kehidupan kita sehinggalah ditiupkan roh sebagai manusia ; makhluk paling istimewa ciptaan Yang Maha Agung Allah SWT.

Satu penyeksaan? tanggungan? bebanan? kesyukuran? keperitan? keindahan sebenar hidup? Apa sahaja, itu semua sudah ibu kita lalui, dan yang pasti ibu kita tidak pernah merungut walau sesaat pun...

Walau seburuk mana pun perangai ibu, sehuduh2 rupanya, dia tetap IBU kita yang bersusah payah menjaga kita sejak dari dalam rahimnya sendiri. Sayangilah ibu, cintailah dia, kasihi dia sehingga ke akhir hayat kita.




Saya sayang umi saya! She is my sweetheart, so in love with my umi~~~



p/s : Kaum wanita, saya kagum dengan kelebihan dan 'kekuatan' yg Allah SWT berikan kpd anda semua.
Kamu semua sudah pasti bukan kaum yang lemah bagi saya.

I'm no better than a rapist

Are you a public smoker? Do you always smoke at the bus stop, at the restaurant, in a karaoke room, or in a living room that filled with other peoples or your friends or your luvly little nephews/cousins which some of them are non smokers? Mmm..yes, i think so. Sometimes

OK, so you painfully attack their lungs and nasal passages with your perverted public pollution and they're supposed to be positive, pat you on the back, and tell you that everything is fine? 
Everything is not fine. You violate their bodies. You give them pain. You're no better than a rapist. Until you come to your senses, you are the enemy.


Luckily uncle xpernah smoke with all of you around me.



I'm truly sorry for that
Give me time and the chance to stop
Need your support

Inha Hi-Tea Fall 2009


The idea of organizing the Inha Hi-Tea party was actually came out while both of us (Mr. Din & me) were lepaking and drinking coffee at tasik Inha...not brotherhood pls. The event was meant for us to show our appreciation to our friends that always make the effort to come and visit us at Inha. For those whom were not invited, we were truly sorry, next time yeah!.
Other than that, we wanted the juniors, friends and the all the Inha final year seniors to gather around so that all of us can spend a real good time together before the seniors leave us for good.

On 10th of October at 4.30pm we managed to get the party started. Alhamdulillah, the party was successful with all of us having a great time with good foods and good friends all at one nice beautiful place. All the credits goes to Mr. Din for his hardwork, his creative artwork and also for his cooking!

MY GRATITUDE, MY THANKS :
  • to those who came to the party
  • to those who helped us 
  • to those who stayed and lepak2 with us after the party
  • to those who went to my lab, my house and norebang with me~heh





                               (tlg jgn tanya kenapa muka saya sedemikian...)






Inha Hi-Tea...
we did get high~~~~

Sapa kata life oversea postgraduate student tak best? (mmg btl pun..)


Rakan2 : FuyyyooO!!! gempak ah K-E wat master..Kat Korea lak tu. untung hang beb, mmg syiok ah!

K-E : ok...tq rakan2...tp realitinya...




itulah saya...situasi saya skrg masih lg blh dihandle. yg penting aku ttp mandi beb!




From Abang with lots of luv~

Raya!!!






Sudah seminggu Aidilfitri menjelma. Raya di Korea ttp aku sambut dgn penuh kemuliaan dan keceriaan.
Nasib baik ada kawan2, adik2 kat Korea yg blh membuat hati terubat rindu sedikit kat family.

umi & ayah


Tapi...
Pagi raya yg seindah2nya adalah berkumpul dgn family, ambil kesempatan utk salam minta ampun dosa2 kita, cium tangan umi ayah dan peluk diorg seerat2nya. Tapi, kali ni abg xdpt buat cmtu utk kali kedua. Abg redha sbb this is what I want to do here, this is my chosen path.

I'm a big fat grown up man, all the sacrifices I will handle it well...InsyaAllah

Jauh mcm mana skali pun, abg tak pernah lupa keluarga abg...

angah, bg duit raya skit

full nick boboy, tp dh besar boy kira cool la skit

dulu panggil baby, skrg dh besar xsuke dia..afzan la plak

si kecik adikchik-pot pet queen


p/s : kagum dgn kwn2 yg dh bertahun2 beraya di Korea ni.

Salam Aidilfitri utk semua, mohon maaf... K-E

GirlfrenS baru saya..heh


Itu adalah Ruhil Nadiah dan Hana Ishak.





Mereka berdua adalah gf baru saya yg cool.
Nice to know both of you girls.


Keep it crazy bebeh!

Choices



Somebody told me before about life...


We can't control the things life does to us,
they are done before you know it,
and once they are done, they make you do other things,
until at last everything comes between you and the man you wanted to be...




And then I said NO,



We all have choices in life...and you made yours.
I have my choice and I'm going to make it work.




p/s: i intend to TRY stop smoking, no promises at all...

Mencari-cari, tapi di mana kamu?


“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who is patient enough to deal with your "hormonal imbalance",
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who will always be there for you when you need him the most,
who thinks you're just as pretty as angel without makeup on.




itu UMI saya. dia sudah lama jumpa dat guy; AYAH saya... heh

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's Her.'”

Nice quote huh...?

am i dat kind of guy? well, it's up to me to figure it out. but i need YOU to help me on this.


Kalau bisa aku putarkan kembali masa lalu...



Sejak balik cuti Msia, byk kali sgt teringat2 kat arwah atok Abid. Baik, lembut, warak dan kelakar orangnya.

Asal balik kampung, cuti skolah ka mesti balik mengaji al-Quran dgn arwah. Selalu arwah bawak jalan2 pusing taman tasik, pegi zoo, beli gula2 kat kedai apek cacat, dan yg paling best pegi mandi air terjun burmese pool. Takpun ada ja mainan yg dia beli nanti, mcm patung plastik askar hijau yg kecik2 tu adalah feveret saya dulu.

Sejarah saya mula2 berjinak dgn rokok adalah dari umur 9tahun lg dgn arwah. Arwah hisap rokok Perillys dan rokok daun, jadi selalu la lepak dgn arwah gulungkan daun dgn tembakau utk dia. Pastu hisap rokok daun tu tiru arwah wat bulat dgn asap rokok sambil terbatuk2, mmg best.

Arwah mmg kuat dan rajin orgnya. Ada ja keja yg dia buat ptg2, bersihkan laman umh, sabit rumput la. Pastu yg tlg nk bakar sampah ni cucu2 dia la termasuk saya..heh. Kalau arwah dgn arwah opah dtg tido umh, ptg2 tu nanti ada la arwah wat keja kat laman umah. Dah la tua, tapi xpnh mengeluh skit pun.

Arwah byk nasihat saya suruh rajin baca al-Quran dan hafal surah2. Byk gak arwah tegur saya jgn panas baran sgt, tapi cara arwah tegur lembut..cair hati kita. Pernah terjadi masa kenduri arwah opah, nak kemas2 pinggan mangkuk. Pak sdara saya sorg ni pula asyik mengarah kami yg budak2 ni buat tu, buat ni, kemas sana la dgn dia terduduk kenyang. Padahal masa tu mmg saya dgn sepupu2 yg lain tgh mengemas pun, depan mata dia lak tu. Ntah mcm mana, saya pun tgh penat, sedih pun tak hilang lg sbb arwah opah meninggal, di tambah2 pula dgn bunyi2 org yg xsedar diri ni, terkeluar ayat kasar dari mulut saya "ah, diam ah bangsat!". Haa..cmna tu? Ruang tamu umah arwah tiba2 sunyi terkejut. Arwah cepat2 tegur "Zul, tahan skit marah tu". Tegur yg diiringi dgn senyuman. Arwah tarik saya duduk sebelahnya berpesan dgn lembut supaya jgn cepat marah lain kali...Saat itu takkan saya lupakan sampai bila2 pun.

Atok, abg redha dgn pemergian Atok walaupun perit utk abg terima sehingga sekarang selepas hampir 8 tahun. Abg cuma nak Atok bangga dgn abg, cucu pertama keluarga besar Tok Abid yang belajar master dkt oversea. Tapi sekarang Atok patut bangga dgn semua cucu cicit Atok, semuanya baik2, pandai2 lak tu. Dah banyak yang berubah...

InsyaAllah, legasi Atok di Taiping akan kami teruskan...Ramadan yang mulia ni abg panjatkan doa semoga roh Atok dan Opah di sana sentiasa dirahmati Allah SWT.



Amin...

the Rajin side of K-e

Me : while intensely reading out the journals.

...The intensity and duration of exercise will determine
the production and accumulation of lactate1' 2. By
altering the intensity of exercise and the work:rest
ratio (WR), the contribution of anaerobic and aerobic
metabolism to total energy needs may be manipulated3.
Skeletal muscle adapts to aerobic interval
training (1:1 WR) with an increase in the capacity for
aerobic metabolism and a decrease in lactate production4.
But, as the intensity of interval work (1:1 WR)
approaches and exceeds 100% VO2max the anaerobically
generated acidosis becomes...................(long pause) = fall asleep already maaa~

ahhhhh~~~~workload super byk ni K-e, wake up la macha!

onLine dating huh? or not compatible?

Online Dating with MySpace and Facebook

btw, i've closed my friendster account last week.
viva la facebook!

our students..heh



Been thru dis as a student?
Me both..as a student and as a tutor...

Am expecting it again in the future...adoi


Tetap MUDA

Mudakah saya pada umur 26 ini? Tua sangatkah saya? Awat la saya tak kawin2 lagi?


Apa2 pun, umur bkn penghalang utk terus gembira, utk terus berjoli dan enjoy. Tidak semestinya jika makin meningkat umur, semuanya nak kena ubah.

Untuk saya, enjoy, joli tetap akan diteruskan sehingga ke akhir hayat.


The best thing about growing old is you are getting the idea how to enjoy life to the fullest.

truly?



“You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.”



p/s : i couldn't agree more.

Past = Keaiban

Someone said to me, for us to understand someone better, to love them it's good to know their past history.

I do not wish to remember the pasts as I hate myself for what I'd done in the past. I don't want the past to haunt me over and over again as I intend to move forward in this life to be a better person. For my mistakes in the past, for my ignorance, I'm truly sorry for what I did and I always hope that I can turn back the time to redeem my sins. How I wish for that to happen...


I said it again...I never wanted to cherish the past, especially the bad ones. For this, please respect my decision as I'm not the same person anymore. I've learned my lessons, I've changed and I live a better life now.


Just please don't ask about my past, I shall not tell you even if you hate me for that...Maaf


Sedangkan Allah SWT amat melindungi keaiban manusia dan sentiasa memaafkan manusia. Melainkan jika manusia itu tidak mahu aibnya dilindungi, maka Allah SWT berhak untuk tidak melindungi keaibannya dikalangan manusia lain. Sebenarnya keaiban diri kita adalah tanggungjawab kita dan keaiban manusia lain juga tanggungjawab kita...



Everest - the biggest event that ever happened in my life, and I had let the dream go away due to OTHER people bad past for the sake of the team...


Progresssssss


I am not good as I should be, I am not as good as I could be, but thank Allah SWT I am better than I used to be!




*saya tidak mahu mengulangi kesalahan masa lampau atau kembali ke zaman gelap

Breakdown


Masalah...masalah

Tak pernah lari dari hidup kita. Tp persoalannya bagaimana caranya kita mengatasi masalah tersebut...

Kematian, perpisahan, putus cinta, masalah belajar adalah di antara tragedi-tragedi yang biasanya berlaku kepada kita.
Normalnya seseorang manusia itu dia akan bersedih, meruntuh jiwanya, hilang harapan utk terus hidup apabila dilanda sesuatu masalah atau dugaan dari Allah SWT.

Sering dilihat manusia itu lebih 'gemar' dirinya diselubungi oleh emosi dari akalnya. Tidak salah utk kita bersedih, utk kita menangis kerna kita jua adalah manusia yg mmg tidak sempurna, makhluk istimewa yang dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT utk mempunyai perasaan..akan tetapi utk berapa lama harus kekalkan keadaan sedemikian?

Mudah utk saya bercakap sebegini, tapi utk kita yg masih muda mentah ini haruslah kita kuatkan jati diri dan keyakinan..kuatkan pegangan akidah dan kepercayaan kita kpd agama utk menghadapi cabaran2 yg mendatang.

Bayangkan, apa shj masalah yg kita lalui tatkala ini jika dibandingkan dgn cabaran2 dan dugaan yg amat hebat yg terpaksa ditanggung olh para sahabat nabi dan nabi-nabi kita yg terdahulu di dalam perjuangan mereka utk menegakkan Islam. Direjam..dipijak2..dihina..dipulaukan..malah dibunuh. Tapi mereka ttp kuat...kuat dgn keyakinan mereka terhadap kuasa Allah SWT, jarang kita melihat mereka membenci dan meratapi masalah yg dialami, kerna mereka tahu apa yg berlaku adalah ketentuan Allah SWT dan percaya kepada balasan syurga...

Dari situ, cuba kita ambil sedikit pedoman. Contohi semangat pejuang2 agama Islam yg terdahulu. Kalau lah kita bersedih, meratap sehingga merasakan hidup ini tiada puncanya lg, hidup ini tidak adil atas alasan putus cinta atau perpisahan..maka rugilah kita. Rugi yang amat.
Dan jika pada umur yg muda ini kita sudah merasakan sedemikian, bagaimana pula harus kita tempuhi cabaran2 dan masalah2 yg jauh lebih HEBAT azabnya pada masa akan datang??? Kita selidik diri sendiri dalam2 dan fikirkan kemungkinan itu.

Apa shj yg berlaku semuanya ada hikmah dan maksudnya yg tersendiri. Terpulang kepada diri sendiri utk mencari maksud di sebalik kejadian...Sesungguhnya qada dan qadar Allah SWT itu wujud, terpulang kepada kita bagaimana kita ingin mencorakkan masa depan dan kehidupan kita.


He who loses money, loses much;
He who loses friend, loses much more;
He who loses faith, LOSES ALL.


p/s: dugaan paling hebat setakat ini dgn dateline super major assignment (proposal & 3 graduate exam papers) dlm masa yg AMAT singkat. heh

Desperado

If a man actively pursues a woman, he is "Romantic".
But if a woman actively pursues a man, she is "Desperate"....Unfair-lah kan?



Pursue me, you are super romantic!

Petunjuk arah


Saya cuma perlukan satu saja petunjuk dari kamu...satu sahaja.


Just make it a gud sign, and leave the rest to me.

Manipulasi!!!


" It is the woman who chooses the man who will choose her. "


ooo...so selama ni kaum Hawa la yg merancang semuanye eh. kira leh la gelarkan the ladies as the mastermind. rupa2nya korg lg hebat eh dalam bab2 nak flirt2 ni...cis~

Incomplete?...You complete me?...



“When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.”


It's better to Learn to know yourself first, have self confidence, faith and integrity.
Most of all, try make yourself to be a good decent servant to Allah SWT. It's already said that in Al-Quran, the Islam way of life will certainly bring you happiness here and after...InsyaAllah.