Suddenly had this moment of clarity...
We can't choose our memories. The worst and the best ones just happen. So what's the point of trying to create a perfect moment, when the perfect moment will come sooner or later?
Does that means living the life by its flow with no effort?
Somehow we do have the right, the power to change our fate, to change our life. Memories do happen just like that, but we can try the least by creating something good for us to hold on to this life, for us to cheer up.
Be it a good or bad memory, it's your choice