Someone said to me, for us to understand someone better, to love them it's good to know their past history.
I do not wish to remember the pasts as I hate myself for what I'd done in the past. I don't want the past to haunt me over and over again as I intend to move forward in this life to be a better person. For my mistakes in the past, for my ignorance, I'm truly sorry for what I did and I always hope that I can turn back the time to redeem my sins. How I wish for that to happen...
I said it again...I never wanted to cherish the past, especially the bad ones. For this, please respect my decision as I'm not the same person anymore. I've learned my lessons, I've changed and I live a better life now.
Just please don't ask about my past, I shall not tell you even if you hate me for that...Maaf
Sedangkan Allah SWT amat melindungi keaiban manusia dan sentiasa memaafkan manusia. Melainkan jika manusia itu tidak mahu aibnya dilindungi, maka Allah SWT berhak untuk tidak melindungi keaibannya dikalangan manusia lain. Sebenarnya keaiban diri kita adalah tanggungjawab kita dan keaiban manusia lain juga tanggungjawab kita...
Everest - the biggest event that ever happened in my life, and I had let the dream go away due to OTHER people bad past for the sake of the team...