masa Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Wednesday, December 08, 2010, in

There were times when we described the world as how we wanted it to be,
as how we believed it is supposed to be,
as how we believed wrong is wrong and right is right,

But then through experiences and growing up

There will be the times when we see the world is actually full of dramas and conflicts,
we tend to understand how things work in their own unique ways,
slowly to understand the advices told to us before by the elders,
we tend to know that life is just not about us,
to learn that we can decide how to shape our life through all the troubles and conflicts
and to know that living your life is actually interesting and very challenging.

Live your life to the fullest.

untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Friday, November 19, 2010, in

Life will knock you down more times than you can't possibly imagine

Don't knock yourself down because of all the troubles
Don't avoid feeling embarrassed because you're afraid of something is not going well

So what if it doesn't go well, so what?
You are a wonderful, talented and we all are gifted, unique in our own way
Put yourself out there facing the world, take on the challenges
Give yourself a chance

Teruskan mencuba untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik 

mengenal kita Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Friday, November 12, 2010, in

Knowing and Understanding people is not an easy subject in life.
It's a life-long learning process. You get good at it through experiences and growing up.

For a start, at least what you need to know is learn to observe.
Never ever judge the people surrounds us, the friends and the closed ones.
If you do that, you may as well hurt their feelings.

Because in this life, at some points...not even you truly understand yourself.

Kerna sesungguhnya, Yang Maha Esa  mengetahui diri kita lebih dari yang kita tahu.

exam Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, October 18, 2010, in

exam
semua jadi tak keruan
semua jadi kelam kabut
semua mau lulus, mna ada mau fail
hati pun jadi tak tenang

benda basic
dah banyak exam kita amik sejak dari zaman sekolah lagi
kalau dah sedia, insyaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya
kalau tak, sendiri mau paham la

usaha mau ada, amalan mau ada, doa pun mau ada
mintalah pada Allah SWT


jangan berat tangan untuk berdoa

ubah-change-hidayah Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Sunday, October 10, 2010, in

Change

The way we cling to what things were rather than let it go
The way we cling to memories instead of creating a new ones
The way we insist on believing despite whatever people says, that everything in this life is permanent.

Change is constant...How we experience change, that's up to us.
It can be like death, or it can feel like a second chance in life.

Don't wait for the 'hidayah'. It will be so ignorance of us to do that.
The signs are already around us, in front of us.

Kita merancang...

that bond thing Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, October 04, 2010, in

My family is my everything.
Okay...but what makes it so worth it?

It is because the 'connection'.
It's a bond you feel, they're yours.
You're a part of them and they also.
You can depend on them. You can trust them
The feeling of it is like nothing else in the world, you can't buy it.

But what if you don't feel the 'connection' or that bond thing?

InsyaAllah you will...

Lat - been trained to sit by Ayah!

Final Fall 2010! Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Thursday, September 30, 2010, in

Non-stop thesis editing
Journals here and there, journals everywhere
Works keep compiling on my desk
Long hours at lab till midnight
Sleepless nights...many thoughts (graduate,thesis,graduate,thesis,cari bini?)...restless mind and body
Have to graduate on this final semester!
The pressure keeps coming...and coming

No matter what happen
Still have time for my family, my friends and myself
All of those things are normal, basic kot. This is life. Alhamdulillah



plus, I also have time to facebook maa~

walk away Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Tuesday, September 28, 2010, in

"Somehow, in certain situations...the best thing is just to walk away"

somehow

"Jiwa Lara" Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, September 20, 2010, in

I lost someone in my life, everybody does. So it's not like that I don't understand it.

But whining and sulking isn't going to make things better. Enough with all those silly 'jiwa lara' thing.
You, me, we all are way past beyond that point in our life.

'People' entrusted me with many things. Some important, some petty. All sort of things.
And you too right? In fact, we all have tons of stuffs to do.

So, don't you think it's about time for you to step up?

Shine and Reign

Respect & Appreciate Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, September 20, 2010, in

Some people, they just got a lot of nerve to give us advices, criticised us on how are we supposed to handle our emotions, our life after what they did to themselves.

They screwed up, sometimes even more screwed up than us.
...and yet they said it's complicated. Is it so?

Clean up your own mess, be a person and learn how to be socially good to others and appreciate them.


I'm a big grown-up man...Don't bullshit me. I know how to live my life.
This is not an ego, it's the reality.

experiences Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, September 06, 2010, in

Life can be difficult sometimes.

It gets bumpy with family, friends, study, work...and things are not going exactly like we planned.

But that's what makes it interesting.

In life, the first act...always exciting.

The second act...that's where the depth comes in.


We make mistakes over and over again. But do we forgive ourselves and make amends for it?

experience.life.

leadership Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Friday, August 13, 2010, in

Lead by example...that's right.

But how to get people to be better than they think they can be?
Perhaps that is difficult.

Inspiration, perhaps...
How do we inspire ourselves to greatness, when nothing less will do?
How do we inspire everyone around us?

You tell me, please

Responsibility Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Wednesday, August 11, 2010, in

You must realize that there will be a time for us to become the ones who entrust. It's pain in the ass, but we can't keep complaining.


You will eventually be the one treating foods, pay for the bills and you'll be called teacher, father or something sooner or later.
We can't stay as brat forever. If we want to become what we wanted to be, that is. 


Pull yourself together, you got 'work' to do my friends.

'No significant result found' Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Monday, March 22, 2010, in

Guess you get the idea that things don't change that much huh.

same old same old...

Wakey wakey! Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Tuesday, February 23, 2010, in

If you don't wake up tomorrow,

If it turns out death,

Today, shall the last day on earth,

would you be proud of what you'd done in your life?

Because if you ain't, you better start getting square.

Nothing Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Tuesday, January 12, 2010, in

Appearance and Preconceptions aren't going to tell you anything

nothing

nothing

nothing

Maybe a little bit, but still not enough.

Learn how to know people, how to socialize and blend with them, how to make them laugh out loud and how to be respectful to others.

Not that hard babe.

p/s: 27 and young at heart. But... Don't and Never take things for granted la arseholes.

Other half Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Friday, January 08, 2010, in

For years, since I was a child I learned do things mostly on my own. Being the oldest son in a big family taught me how to stand on my own and help to care for my younger brother and sisters.

I,

Prefer to live alone at my own small so-called house as I can be free to do whatever I desire.

Prefer to spend my time sitting down by the lakeside or top of the mountains for hours when nobody disturb me.

Prefer to have a cup of hot latte in a cafe and reading books alone.

Prefer to do my things on my own.

Whatever I do with my life or what you do with your life, really it's just one half of the origin.

The other half, the more important HALF really is who you're with when you're doing it.

One thing that I know for sure, I love to hang out with my lovely ones and my friends.

The dirty jobs, the messy ones, the heavy things, leave it to me.

mati kutu Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Thursday, January 07, 2010, in

RUNNING

OUT

OF

IDEAS

..........................................................

Tiba 1hb Januari, banyak benda lagha terjadi. Posted by Zulkhairi Azam K-e , at Wednesday, January 06, 2010, in

1hb Januari 2010.


Cool bday celebration. Fun, seronok, gembira, lagha, high semua ada. budak2 ni kalau celebrate bday org mmg mastermind, semua tiba2 jd genius. banyak sungguh benda2 karut yg terjadi.


Terima kasih kpd yg menyambut bday saya dan kepada yg sudi dtg dari jauh tu utk menyambut bersama-sama. Really APPRECIATE it.

One of my best ever bday celebration.

cigar..last one maybe?

01.01.1983 - 01.01.2010

"still alive and thankful"