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Aidiladha,


Aku mohon maaf kerna tidak dapat menyambut kedatanganmu seperti mana meriahnya kedatangan Aidilfitri.


Bukan maksud aku untuk melupakanmu.
Bukan juga maksud aku untuk menidakkan kehadiranmu.
Aku mempunyai sebab tersendiri dan hanya Yang Maha Esa lebih mengetahui.


Akan tetapi aku tetap terpesona dengan kewujudanmu seperti mana indahnya pengorbanan agung Nabi Ibrahim.





Maaf Aidiladha, 
Salam Aidiladha untuk semua...

Berkorban apa saja


"Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.”

Pernah dengar quote mcm ni? macam cool je kan.
takpun dalam citer drama melayu banyak tunjuk.
Pernah alami situati mcm tu? saya pernah, semua pernah kan
Sakit? beyond your imagination.

Mcm mana nak deal dgn situasi mcm tu?

"Suffering becomes beautiful when anyone bears great calamities with cheerfulness, not through insensibility but through greatness of mind.”

Tiba masanya nanti, akal mesti mengatasi emosi.

Across the night

As Daniel Johns once sang ;
" I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone."


Me, not a Daniel Johns. Don't want to be lonely and don't want to be alone. No despair, no emptiness and no negative feelings.

Love? that will come sooner or later...I have everybody that I needed around me. I love all of them. I'm grateful.


When Mr. Bob Marley 'sings'

"Who are you to judge the Life that I Live? 
I know that I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. 
But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean."
~Bob Marley~


STOP making any assumptions as you don't know the real truth and it seems that you don't even care to ask.
(fyi, I never judge you bad)


Not a wise move and It hurts

Positif = Penat

Semalam on da fon dgn saudara posot 
Banyak ckp psl isu2 kehidupan dan ragam manusia.
Posot ada ckp satu benda yang mmg selama ni kita xsedar secara xlangsung.




"Untuk terus kekal mempunyai positive thinking dan attitude yg betul adalah amat memenatkan. Tambah2 lg bila ada masalah. Silap2 blh jadi gila." 
Posot


Mcm mana skali penat pun, ia amat berbaloi. Saya yakin.
Saya harap saya xkan jd gila.

nak dukung!

anak buah ~ yea yea! Uncle Zul datang. Uncle Zul, Uncle Zul...nak men dukung2, pastu 
                   nk wrestling kuat2. 


saya         ~ alaa, Uncle Zul penat la. esok2 la kita main. Uncle Zul belanja cekelat eh.


anak buah ~ alaaa...(dengan muka masam monyok) cekelat xmau. boleh la, boleh 
                   laaaa Uncle Zul kami nak main!


saya         ~ heh...jom2. Uncle Zul dukung sorang2 dulu nanti patah tangan ha dukung 
                   ramai2. wrestling jgn hempuk kuat2 tau.


anak buah ~ yea yea!!! pas dukung nk wrestling pastu nk Uncle Zul jd kuda lak!


saya         ~ iyeee...heh. 


anak2 buah saya adalah periang hati saya. Being sad, having problems, I turn to them to find pure happiness.
Sebab apa? Kerana mereka adalah suci. Mereka tidak benci saya tanpa sebab, hanya ada sayang.


Can you beat the feelings? I bet hell no. 

LoveHate

" It is better to be hated for what you are 
than to be loved for what you are not. "




André Paul Guillaume Gide
1947 Nobel Laureate in Literature


For his comprehensive and artistically significant writings, in which human problems and conditions have been presented with a fearless love of truth and keen psychological insight.


his book The Immoralist - my inspiration

Perfect moment

Suddenly had this moment of clarity...
We can't choose our memories. The worst and the best ones just happen. So what's the point of trying to create a perfect moment, when the perfect moment will come sooner or later?
Does that means living the life by its flow with no effort?


Somehow we do have the right, the power to change our fate, to change our life. Memories do happen just like that, but we can try the least by creating something good for us to hold on to this life, for us to cheer up.




Be it a  good or bad memory, it's your choice

Lost

“Time goes by and we were meant to lose people. Or else how would we know how important they are to us?”




I lost many people that I loved through death, but I also lost some of them by my own mistakes. And now I just keep on losing them.

Korea - blessing in disguise?

Coming to Korea was the biggest decision I ever made in my life until now

Full of colours, drama and life


Now, I'm certain. Foolish enough to call it that I have my 'family' here after a while

Full of Lovers and Haters




1 year 8 days...and still counting

There is always a Way

There is always a way,
when things look like there's no way,
there's always a way.

To do things possible, to survive the unsurviveable,
there's always a way.

We, you and me we have something in common,
we inspired for certain things.
To face the impossible,
we inspired.

Today, if things look bad for you, if life is becoming hard and cruel on you, if you become frightened...
instead, become inspired.




I got inspired by nature's gift

Dream Fall of mine

Location : Namiseom (Nami Island, South Korea)

Friends : Haaziq, Munir, Afizi, Lid, Ganu, Rangga & Fahmi




Skip lab and class on dat Friday, but the trip was great and worth it.










Your expression is far more beautiful than your appearance when you put your soul blend in with the beautiful nature; a gift from Allah SWT.


Next trip jom!