Where are you Love?
I miss you...
Let go
“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”
Benjamin Button
Luvly weekend
What I've done on my luvly weekend :
- wake up early at 9am and then went to munhak stadium (sirhom la ape lg), standing there taking heart rates sambil dibuai angin sepoi2 bahase ala2 freezing cold windy gitu ..it is winter rite?..huh
- play football with friends at inha, main mcm ala2 joga bonito gitu..carbon fibreeee!
- nite-helps preparing Soto and gentel2 wat pegedil ~ super sedap!
- makan ramai2 dgn kawan2, merapatkan silaturrahim lg
- then ratah kek aiskrim baskin robins lak
- tgk bola selangor vs klate jap..kutuk2 skit klate kasi bakar line munir n afizi
- then went to norebang, karaoke smp serak suara 5 hours non stop
Hope all of that can continue for a long period of time...except sirhom bgn awal2 pagi tu je la, giler ape!
Looking, but yet...
When it comes to age of 26 ~
- Still single (damn i'm lonely)
- No much money left in ur maybank account (approx. mine RM0k+ only!)
- Still studying (one more year left *sigh*)
- Possess a small converted Mini Cooper car - kelisa laa
- Lots of frens around ur age already have a baby or babies!
- You can see dat ur parent loves holding the babies suddenly (they wanted their own grandchildren!)
- Spending too much time on the net, especially fb.
(and for me...)
When my study finish next year I still have to work for a few years (1-2 years maybe, u can't never be stable unless ur father is a millionaire), so that I have enough money to marry sumone who is willing to live a poor and depressing life with me. That time I will be 28 or 29 (it's ok as long not 30+). Tp kalau lebih 30 jodoh br smp nk wat cmne, redha je la.But the most important part that is missing in my life is Love...Been searching, and I found you..but you didn't realize my presence in ur life. So I have to move and keep on looking for my love; a love that hopefully will long last forever...
Soon I realize that even if I'm single for now, I should be grateful to Allah SWT as I still have my lovely family, my big cheerful relatives, my friends and also this Life that Allah SWT kindly lend it to me. SubhanAllah...
The Pathetic Lone Ranger,
K-E
Not Respect..just a Decent one
" An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools. "
Sometimes when you're with somebody new, you need to do things with their preferable ways, learn to blend in with them, laugh the way they do it...and observe them. If you have to be a fool to make them laugh out loud, then go on.
That way works for me, and I'm gladful that I have my friends with me, as I don't want to create a gap between Us, because that gap will only create an 'unfriendly awkward relationship'.
But on the other side, if you overdo it, they will look down on you, they will underestimate you and showed less respect to you.
To make things worse, they will think of you behaving 'mcm budak-budak', and you will always be their centre point of making jokes.
Those are the consequences that I have to bear for now. I don't ask for 'Respect', just a little bit of a decent relationship, where nobody gets hurt. I can be hard, a bad ass like I used to be, but that is just not the right way for me any more.
I will keep doing this my way, but I don't know for how long I can keep it up.
Be Peaceful - Respect
" Be peaceful, be courteous, obey the law, RESPECT everyone; but if someone puts his hand on you, send him to the cemetery. " - Malcolm X
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The great debater
SHEIKH AHMED DEEDAT [1918 - 2005 A.D.]
Born in the Gujarat District of India in 1918, Sheikh Ahmed Deedat at the age of 9 migrated to South Africa in 1927 with his father. At the age of 16 he took on a job in a retail store. Here he encountered students from a nearby missionary school who tried to convert him to Christianity. At the store he found a book that enabled him to defend his beliefs. This was the first of many books he read on the subject of comparative religion.
In 1940 after acquiring extensive knowledge of both the Bible and the Qur’an, he took to the stage of a local cinema to deliver a lecture called "Muhammad (Peace be upon Him), the Messenger of Peace," to an audience of under fifteen.
Word about his knowledge and amazing ability to quote religious texts from memory spread and he was soon addressing audiences of up to 40 000 in other areas of the country. In 1957 he formed an organization called the Islamic Propagation Centre together with two of his friends.
He visited Saudi Arabia in 1976, and enthralled television audiences with his witty approach and dynamic personality. This opened the doors of financial assistance to him, and meant that his dream of printing and mass-distributing the Qur’an and other literature soon became a reality.
He later also went on to write a large number of books on varied topics such as Christianity, Islam, the Arab-Israeli Conflict, conducted classes on Bible studies and also delivered numerous lectures and held debates on varied topics of Islam, Christianity and Judaism to large numbers of audiences. In 1985, Sheikh Ahmed Deedat agreed to a debate with American missionary, Floyd E Clark, at London’s Royal Albert Hall. He proved to be an instant hit, and was soon visiting other parts of the world on lecture and debate tours. One of the most famous being a debate against a Christian missionary from Nazareth Dr. Anis Shorrosh titled ‘Is Jesus God?’ and another being against the pioneer of Christian Televangelism Jimmy Swaggart titled ‘Is The Bible the Word of God?’ which was witnessed by about 8,000 people simply famously known as ‘The Great Debate’. Henry Hock Guan Teh, a well-known Christian writer described the debate against Jimmy Swaggart in his article The Law of Evidence as:
“ The debate is on the reasonableness of their competing faiths which was held at Louisiana State University. Great expectations were generated since both were experienced public speakers. Sadly, Swaggart merely relied on TV showmanship to influence the crowd. When Deedat challenged him to prove the Bible as the Word of God, Swaggart simply quoted John 3:16 and claimed that his life was changed by it. Even such a claim was shattered to pieces when Swaggart’s personal sexual weaknesses were later exposed in the press. Although faith is necessary but without being thoughtfully presented its witness would not seem to be credible. ”
He was also awarded the prestigious King Faisal Award in 1986 for his sterling services to Islam in the field of Propagation. Sheikh Ahmed Deedat delivered his last lecture in Australia in 1996. Shortly thereafter he suffered from a stroke which left him paralyzed from his neck down and unable to speak. He was flown to Saudi Arabia on a medical jet, specially flown in by the Saudi Royal family, and received specialized treatment at the King Faisal hospital in Riyadh, where he was taught to communicate using a series of eye movements.He spent the last nine years of his life, confined to a bed in his home in Verulam, but was visited by many Muslims and non-Muslims from around the world. He continued to receive hundreds of letters of support from around the world, but was a target to many missionaries who tried to convert him to Christianity, to which he replied -via eye movements- with verses from the scriptures. When asked what his message for the Ummah was, he would usually respond with one statement: "Do Da’wah."
On the 8th of August 2005 / 2 Rajab 1426, Sheikh Ahmed Hoosen Deedat departed from this world to meet his creator.
May Almighty Allah bless his soul, accept his efforts for the cause of da’wah and grant him Jannah, Ameen.
(To those friends out there who still don't know who is Sheikh Ahmad Deedat, you can browse my blog list and watch the debates. You will be amazed)
I will remember you..I will
“Some people come into our lives and quickly go...
Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our Hearts. And we are never, ever, ever the same...”
My Friends...My Family...My Past Loves
I miss you both so much...we shall see each other again
Akhirnya menjadi satu Permulaan
Finally...
It all started 4 or 5 years ago...I was lying on my bed after finishing my class assignment (Mr. Kee Kang Mae's class!) while staring at the ceiling.
Sumhow, the ceiling of my room seems to stimulate my brain and urged me to write sumting on the internet. And I said to myself "why not? I can write anything that I want, or the quotes that I have been writing to myself before this, great!"...
But then, macam biase la..hangat2 taik ayam je...lagi pun time tu blog2 ni x femes sgt around student2 uitm dulu ni...
(after 4-5 years..current time)....
Dunno la, when I'm in Korea there is one nice girl told me about her blog and she kindly shared with me her new blog. I was touched and impressed knowing that she is capable of creating her own blog and how she develops her blog till now to be as simple as she wanted to be and being able to let her feelings out by writing it on her blog.
Then comes these two cool boys, commented on my status in facebook suggesting to me to start my own blog..."start a blog ar K-e"...pastu baru la aku btul2 pikir psl nk continue idea utk create blog ni.
So, this the result - my own blog...came from me staring at the ceiling, a nice girl's blog and two cool boys.
"Don't expect anything"
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