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Mengenang

As much as death takes from us, it also gives...It teaches us what truly important, like giving back after a lifetime of taking, appreciate the loved ones

...or looking back what made us who we are. 

atok, opah...we all miss both of you so dearly


No matter what happens, embrace life as the way it is and keep on surviving.

Alhamdulillah.

New phases

Past

Graduate - DONE
(it took me 2 years and a half to complete my master)




Present

Teaching - big responsibility but yet exciting



and
Heart - I'm engaged now...subhanallah




Alhamdulillah, I'm totally grateful to Allah S.W.T for everything, and thankful for this life given to me.


p/s: those in Korea, K-e tak pernah lupa derrrrr






One person with so many cute nicknames


A beautiful woman with a positive attitude, kind behavior, caring and so supportive.

Crocs, Kedut, Bibik, Bibir, Deodorant, Penyapang and the list goes on...hehe



Thank you for coming into my life, you're making it better for me ;)

안녕...going home soon

So first let me say my thanks, my humble gratitude to all of you for being my friends, my family during my short time in Korea. For all this while, please do forgive me for my mistakes and my wrongdoings.

It's never been easy being far from our own family, away from our beloved country, but you guys make it easy for me. No matter how difficult my postgraduate study was and the hi tense of lab-life, I was able to gain priceless memories, beautiful moments and unforgettable lifelong experiences thanks to all of you.

I see most of you are so much younger and I had no idea that I was the old one till I look at you all.
It was like growing up during the high school years and then I said 'wow!', great. It's so good to be young, kind of sucks being old, but somehow I'm living my life in a much more wiser way and learn to stay young at heart no matter how old I am.

So just enjoy your life, enjoy your time, enjoy being young with no bigger responsibilities on your shoulder while you all still have the time. Time ships away, and you guys will never realize it...I can promise you that.

Missing Korea will be easy for me to handle, but missing all of you are going to be much more harder for me to handle.




Terima kasih semua...Semoga kalian sentiasa di dalam lindungan Allah SWT

masa

There were times when we described the world as how we wanted it to be,
as how we believed it is supposed to be,
as how we believed wrong is wrong and right is right,

But then through experiences and growing up

There will be the times when we see the world is actually full of dramas and conflicts,
we tend to understand how things work in their own unique ways,
slowly to understand the advices told to us before by the elders,
we tend to know that life is just not about us,
to learn that we can decide how to shape our life through all the troubles and conflicts
and to know that living your life is actually interesting and very challenging.




Live your life to the fullest.

untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik

Life will knock you down more times than you can't possibly imagine

Don't knock yourself down because of all the troubles
Don't avoid feeling embarrassed because you're afraid of something is not going well

So what if it doesn't go well, so what?
You are a wonderful, talented and we all are gifted, unique in our own way
Put yourself out there facing the world, take on the challenges
Give yourself a chance



Teruskan mencuba untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik 

mengenal kita

Knowing and Understanding people is not an easy subject in life.
It's a life-long learning process. You get good at it through experiences and growing up.

For a start, at least what you need to know is learn to observe.
Never ever judge the people surrounds us, the friends and the closed ones.
If you do that, you may as well hurt their feelings.

Because in this life, at some points...not even you truly understand yourself.



Kerna sesungguhnya, Yang Maha Esa  mengetahui diri kita lebih dari yang kita tahu.

exam

exam
semua jadi tak keruan
semua jadi kelam kabut
semua mau lulus, mna ada mau fail
hati pun jadi tak tenang

benda basic
dah banyak exam kita amik sejak dari zaman sekolah lagi
kalau dah sedia, insyaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya
kalau tak, sendiri mau paham la

usaha mau ada, amalan mau ada, doa pun mau ada
mintalah pada Allah SWT


jangan berat tangan untuk berdoa

ubah-change-hidayah

Change

The way we cling to what things were rather than let it go
The way we cling to memories instead of creating a new ones
The way we insist on believing despite whatever people says, that everything in this life is permanent.

Change is constant...How we experience change, that's up to us.
It can be like death, or it can feel like a second chance in life.

Don't wait for the 'hidayah'. It will be so ignorance of us to do that.
The signs are already around us, in front of us.





Kita merancang...

that bond thing

My family is my everything.
Okay...but what makes it so worth it?

It is because the 'connection'.
It's a bond you feel, they're yours.
You're a part of them and they also.
You can depend on them. You can trust them
The feeling of it is like nothing else in the world, you can't buy it.

But what if you don't feel the 'connection' or that bond thing?

InsyaAllah you will...


Lat - been trained to sit by Ayah!

Final Fall 2010!

Non-stop thesis editing
Journals here and there, journals everywhere
Works keep compiling on my desk
Long hours at lab till midnight
Sleepless nights...many thoughts (graduate,thesis,graduate,thesis,cari bini?)...restless mind and body
Have to graduate on this final semester!
The pressure keeps coming...and coming






No matter what happen
Still have time for my family, my friends and myself
All of those things are normal, basic kot. This is life. Alhamdulillah



plus, I also have time to facebook maa~

walk away

"Somehow, in certain situations...the best thing is just to walk away"


somehow

"Jiwa Lara"

I lost someone in my life, everybody does. So it's not like that I don't understand it.

But whining and sulking isn't going to make things better. Enough with all those silly 'jiwa lara' thing.
You, me, we all are way past beyond that point in our life.

'People' entrusted me with many things. Some important, some petty. All sort of things.
And you too right? In fact, we all have tons of stuffs to do.

So, don't you think it's about time for you to step up?




Shine and Reign

Respect & Appreciate

Some people, they just got a lot of nerve to give us advices, criticised us on how are we supposed to handle our emotions, our life after what they did to themselves.

They screwed up, sometimes even more screwed up than us.
...and yet they said it's complicated. Is it so?

Clean up your own mess, be a person and learn how to be socially good to others and appreciate them.


I'm a big grown-up man...Don't bullshit me. I know how to live my life.
This is not an ego, it's the reality.

experiences

Life can be difficult sometimes.
It gets bumpy with family, friends, study, work...and things are not going exactly like we planned.
But that's what makes it interesting.

In life, the first act...always exciting.
The second act...that's where the depth comes in.


We make mistakes over and over again. But do we forgive ourselves and make amends for it?



experience.life.


leadership

Lead by example...that's right.

But how to get people to be better than they think they can be?
Perhaps that is difficult.

Inspiration, perhaps...
How do we inspire ourselves to greatness, when nothing less will do?
How do we inspire everyone around us?


You tell me, please

Responsibility



You must realize that there will be a time for us to become the ones who entrust. It's pain in the ass, but we can't keep complaining.


You will eventually be the one treating foods, pay for the bills and you'll be called teacher, father or something sooner or later.
We can't stay as brat forever. If we want to become what we wanted to be, that is. 


Pull yourself together, you got 'work' to do my friends.

'No significant result found'


Guess you get the idea that things don't change that much huh.




same old same old...

Wakey wakey!




If you don't wake up tomorrow,
If it turns out death,

Today, shall the last day on earth,
would you be proud of what you'd done in your life?



Because if you ain't, you better start getting square.

Nothing


Appearance and Preconceptions aren't going to tell you anything


nothing

nothing

nothing


Maybe a little bit, but still not enough.

Learn how to know people, how to socialize and blend with them, how to make them laugh out loud and how to be respectful to others.
Not that hard babe.


p/s: 27 and young at heart. But... Don't and Never take things for granted la arseholes.