Some people, some of my frens acted like they tend to know me in and out better...And I said to them, "thank you for being so understanding"...I really appreciate it.
But to tell you the truth, no matter how close you are with someone, the years you spend living with them, you will still find that there are something about them that you can't figure out, something is mysterious and missing.
For me, only Allah SWT and me alone know myself better. Even sometimes our parents don't really know everything about us, am I right?
So let me make it clear here, to someone or anyone out there, please stop acting like you know me better particularly when it comes to term of heart and feelings. Just because we used to spend a few times together, have a few face to face chat, it doesn't mean that I'm telling you everything about myself. Because when you do that, it's kind of annoying to me especially when you got it wrong.
Honestly I don't mean to be arrogant, being cold-hearted or offended your feelings and for that I'm truly sorry. I do agree that it really feels great to know that somebody understands yourself. But there are certain things in this life that I prefer to keep it discreet only for myself. And for sure at the same time I won't let anything ruins our relationship.
Not all the things that I do, my action and behaviors represent the true me. There are things that we have to act accordingly based on the situations and taking into consideration the consequences of what will happen in the future (i have no interest in the past). To do that sometimes we just cannot be ourself for a while and hide our true colors. It's much better that you take your time to know each other rather than making any assumptions.
Here, I'm just speaking on the behalf of my inner side...Please understand this.
